What do you do when the person on the other end of the line is in pain? They're not with in any distance that you could reach them. They're not even aware that you're struggling inside trying to figure out what you can do from this distance and how much it pains you to know that it's nothing.
I am in pain but my pain becomes obsolete when I know that others feel pain. If I could I would take it away and absorb it in to myself. I can handle it. I've handled worse. This is not to say that I believe people are weak or incapable of pain tolerance....it's to say that I would bear it for them. That I would take it away and feel it just so you didn't have to. Because I don't want you to.
If I was standing right in front of you I wouldn't know what to say. I never know what to say I just know what to do. I wish that I was insivible so I could just travel around you without you ever having to see me. Without ever having to hear a judgement because of how I look, but only how happy you are to talk to me. To know that you call for no reason other than to talk without expectation.
I want to take care of you because it's what I do.
But you won't let me.
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