It has become apparent

What is left to say when I have already proposed every possible scenario to contend with what might be implied. It wouldn't matter as much had it never needed to be implied and yet we cannot fathom one such scenario. What possesses me to have a conversation you were never invited to is only left for me to discover and yet this affects you if you choose thus. I cannot program such choice but I can visualise the thoughts that lead there, and I have. Those exact thoughts, as well as others that might have eventually lead to the same conclusion. It is then apparent that what life I live cannot be characterised as living, not for the sake of dismissing actual intent. Be gone, willful caution, I have yet to find release.