Where Do We Go? nobody knows...

I feel enlightened, riveted by the enormity of what it might mean to be alive. I have been compromising my ideals, intent on objectifying myself in the light of others approval. What could generate a previously unwanted desire for something memorable, not only to me but to my memory of this world, is only ever noticeable when we choose to take notice.
Little things, appreciate the little things. Embark on the journey that you intended to make but never quite found the time to live the life you spent your time working toward. There is no better judgement of what ails you and what drives you than yourself and your own inclinations. Do not criticize yourself, compromise with your circumstances and discover new ideals, push yourself to know what it is you need to gain in order to banish what objectifies you. RAGE!REVOLUTION! Now is better than never knowing, and perhaps an edge of lunacy will overcome trepidation. You will encounter those obstacles instilled by authoritative figures, the constant fear and anger is not your doing and should not be acknowledged for sake of REALISATION! And yes, Megyn, you will be tempted but only so much of what tempts you can be awarded for that feeling of enlightenment.